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Marriage is abt 2 people with diff perspectives/expectations in life, trying to stay binded together for life. In reality, some marriages work perfectly fine, while others failed terribly. No matter what, both tried their best (or at least one party) to make the marriage work. If it fails, let go of each other in an amicable manner. Don't need to tear each other's face and hurt each other just bcos you deem that the marriage wasted your time. In the first place, you wanted to give it a try too didn't you? Then why blame it on others when it doesn't work? Have you thot abt why the marriage didn't work out? Was there any wrong on your part too? Don't always assume that all faults are caused by the other party and you're the victim out of it.

Some marriages happened bcos of certain unexpected circumstances. Everything happened for a reason. God won't put this person in your life if you weren't meant to be. It didn't work out bcos either one party didn't put in as much effort as the other.

Life takes it's toil on everyone. You were born with a brain for a reason. The brain wasn't left there inside your head for show. It's there for you to use it wisely to make right decisions.

Life is always about making the correct choice. Don't worry if you've made a wrong choice, as there're bound to be ways to salvage it.

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Year 2011. A year which kicks off with lots of unhappiness. A year which kicks off with alot of sadness. A year which new things will begin. A year which new hurdles will begin as well.

Life has in store for me lotsa things I've nvr expected to get. Lotsa things I thank God for giving me yet pray that God will give me the utmost strength to fulfill it alone yet being successful.

Life indeed has alot of regrets. But since it has happened, what can I do except to move on alone strongly?

Yes, I'm very very sad and disappointed with my life. But can I end it all now? What are the possibilities of ending everything in d best way? There's no best way I supposed. Only look forward and pray that all will be well.

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It's been awhile since I last blogged. Things happening again. The never-ending problems R's been giving me. All these years, however I've been treating him & his family, I've been kind. Yet now the table has been turned against me. Pack of lies, ugly side of human being revealed. Allegations, hidden truth, all because of his EGO at work. Where was the man I once knew? Gone...............

Is it true one gets nasty when u Leave him for a better future? Men.. Scary behavior.

Dear God, take over the situation. Do it Your way. Amen!

Daily Thots (190210, 1326hrs)

Frenz come & go in ur life. They bcum so close to u tt u thot it was for real tt u've gt another true fren. But then when smtin happens & alot of secrets were revealed, u realised u were taken for a ride. *sigh*

Love comes quick & disappears w/o any notification. It hits u so fast tt u just simply get drunk over it & lose ur sanity. When u thot "Yeah baby, this is d one." The next moment u realised it, he's gone. Wooh! Hit & run accident again? *sigh*

Exams prepared, taken & failed. So its scientifically proven tt u're stupid & u're brainless. *sigh*

So much negative thots this CNY. Is d Tiger fighting against me? Hey! I wana be Lion King to rule over it. *roar*

I just wana b happy, tt's all I ask for.

Daily Thots (290110, 0850hrs)

是不是我学会爱我自己，你就会多爱我一点？

Wads wrong?! (280110, 1600hrs)

I feel so weak.. No strength to do anitink.. So moody..

I miss him so much.. Stupid me..

Oh God.. Help me.. I feel so lost now..

Ooh.. Suddenly d ofc sound so quiet thou thr r ppl walkin infront of my desk area.. Ppl tokin near my desk area.. But i hear nuttin @ all.. Wad is happenin?! So freaky!!

Heart beatin so fast.. Feelin so breathless.. Feelin so giddy.. Feelin so nausea.. Head havin thumpin pains again.. R these all real or am i imaginin things?? I'm breakin out in cold sweat.. So scary..

Wad is wrong wif me?!

270110, 1905hrs

He loves someone who'll know how to love herself. I'm not the one cos I love him more than I love myself. Don't ask me why I love him so much cos I don't know. When I'm in a relationship, I give in my everything. I love him with my heart, not my mind.

You can say that I'm not sensible, so what? My love for him is not going to be affected by your opinions.

Anyway, everything is history Now. But I still love him alot and he'll always be in my heart. Memories will always be so sweet, so true. It's my lose, not his.

I love him and I miss him alot.