spent the day at NLB with ZQ doing some research.. sounds kinda unlike me sial.. hahaha.. i still remembered d last time my ex-colleagues heard tt i'm gg to spent my time at d NLB.. they looked shocked.. ya.. shocked was d expression they gave me.. wa biangz eh.. i gt study one hor.. last time la.. kekeke..
dinner time came.. both ZQ and myself met up with Jie and Francis at Bugis.. we went to the restaurant called Ma Maison.. hmmm.. the food is delicious.. and the environment is quite cosy..
we had our 1st try on escargots.. it looks abit scary but in fact it tasted quite nice lor.. of cos you have to dip it in d sauce la.. if its without d sauce.. i tink i beta opt this dish outta my mouth.. err... cos the slimy feel of it sends d trembles down my nerves.. kekeke..
d sirloin steak i ordered was delicious man.. the beef was so tender and juicy.. fabulous.. fantastic.. yummy..
next stop.. Chinatown for our D24 durians.. yeah!! both me & ZQ won d D24 durians aft a snooker session at OCC last Sat.. so today we made our claim for the prize.. yummy yummy.. so long nvr eat durians le.. so delicious..
nw all d fart and d burps are filled with d D24 durians smell.. errr.. kinda yucky thou.. hahahahahahahahahahaha.. (^_^)
Monday, March 31, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Diploma in Business Administration (DBA)
I've enrolled with PSB Academy for the next intake in 7 May 08. Hope that the application for the subsidy with NTUC gets approved in time.
Classes: Weds and Fri, 7pm to 10pm
Venue: PSB Academy, next to Tiong Bahru Plaza
Duration : 300 hours (7 May 08 to 31 Dec 09)
Modules:
1) English Skills
2) Quantitative Skills
3) Principles of Economics
4) Financial Accounting 1
5) Principles of Marketing
6) Principles of Human Resource Management
7) Basic Business Statistics
8) Introduction to Organisational Behaviour
9) E-Commerce Management
10) Introduction to Business Policy and Strategy
Course fees :
Total => $3,959.00
After SDF-AIP => $1,859.00
Course fee excludes textbooks
- each module 1 textbook (est. $50 per textbook)
Pray that Father you'll watch over me. Bless me with the correct attitude to learn and the ability to understand all that will be taught. Amen!
Classes: Weds and Fri, 7pm to 10pm
Venue: PSB Academy, next to Tiong Bahru Plaza
Duration : 300 hours (7 May 08 to 31 Dec 09)
Modules:
1) English Skills
2) Quantitative Skills
3) Principles of Economics
4) Financial Accounting 1
5) Principles of Marketing
6) Principles of Human Resource Management
7) Basic Business Statistics
8) Introduction to Organisational Behaviour
9) E-Commerce Management
10) Introduction to Business Policy and Strategy
Course fees :
Total => $3,959.00
After SDF-AIP => $1,859.00
Course fee excludes textbooks
- each module 1 textbook (est. $50 per textbook)
Pray that Father you'll watch over me. Bless me with the correct attitude to learn and the ability to understand all that will be taught. Amen!
Monday, March 17, 2008
Daily Thots
i'm finally outta Watsons le!!! yipeee!!!
hmmm.. felt abit "lost" in the beginning but now starting to feel much beta le.. now i've abit more time for myself le.. have the time to chat wif frenz on msn.. catch up abit here and there.. heex (^_^)
oh.. i'm going to take my Dip in Biz Admin at PSB in May 08.. very excited abt it cos i've been wanting to do so for quite a long time le.. hope this time round i can really make it.. dun say say onli ah.. hahahaha..
hmmm.. tinking back.. life's been gd for me.. thou i cried so much abt work.. cried so much abt the hurt and injustice at work.. but it is also bcos of Watsons.. i got to know many nice ppl.. really very nice ppl.. thus i'll nvr regret joining Watsons..
Thank you Father for every single moment in my life. I know that Father you'll continue to watch over me and my loved ones and bless us in everything that we do. Pray that Father you'll continue to strengthen our faith and manifest your blessings on us. Amen!
hmmm.. felt abit "lost" in the beginning but now starting to feel much beta le.. now i've abit more time for myself le.. have the time to chat wif frenz on msn.. catch up abit here and there.. heex (^_^)
oh.. i'm going to take my Dip in Biz Admin at PSB in May 08.. very excited abt it cos i've been wanting to do so for quite a long time le.. hope this time round i can really make it.. dun say say onli ah.. hahahaha..
hmmm.. tinking back.. life's been gd for me.. thou i cried so much abt work.. cried so much abt the hurt and injustice at work.. but it is also bcos of Watsons.. i got to know many nice ppl.. really very nice ppl.. thus i'll nvr regret joining Watsons..
Thank you Father for every single moment in my life. I know that Father you'll continue to watch over me and my loved ones and bless us in everything that we do. Pray that Father you'll continue to strengthen our faith and manifest your blessings on us. Amen!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Wads Wrong??!!
wads wrong with her?? or perhaps, wads wrong wif me?? why does she need to treat me like that?? since she detest me so much.. why don't she just ask HR to give me 2mths pay and ask me to leave?? why wana make up this show and pretend to be Ms Nice when she's in fact Ms Evil?? i m no threat to her.. i'm still her subordinate ok??!!!
it hurts me alot whenever i tink abt her treatment towards me.. after so much so much i've done for her fought for her.. wad happened to it all?? she gets memory failure or wad??
so sad whenever i see whatever she's doing to hurt me and all the act she's putting infront of everybody.. does it matter so much to her for me to stay there and serve my 2mths?? wad issit she has against me that makes her wana let everyone buy her story and make me leave with immediate effect??
i nvr regret joinin that company cos of all the nice people i know thr.. in fact.. they're also a reason why i chose to continue staying thr..
but wads the use.. cant fight emotional wars with her.. she's just too much.. she goes around spreading rumors and putting poison in all the higher mgmt people's ears.. i really hope one fine day she gets played by her own game that she had set..
i really hope she'll wake up and open her eyes big enuff to see why 3 people under her has left.. i hope the higher mgmt people can really really open their eyes and ears to see wad is really happening rather than time to time always buy her story like she so pathetic always kena bullied by her subordinates..
oh Heavenly Father.. i pray that you will take away my anger, take away my pain, take away my sorrows, take away all my tears.. pray that Father you'll take away the ''stamps'' in other people's eyes and let them see the real truth behing it all.. pray that Father you'll takeover from here and restore me back physically and emotionally.. pray that Father you'll let no other person be unfairly treated like i was being treated here.. and in all these I pray in Jesus name.. Amen!!
it hurts me alot whenever i tink abt her treatment towards me.. after so much so much i've done for her fought for her.. wad happened to it all?? she gets memory failure or wad??
so sad whenever i see whatever she's doing to hurt me and all the act she's putting infront of everybody.. does it matter so much to her for me to stay there and serve my 2mths?? wad issit she has against me that makes her wana let everyone buy her story and make me leave with immediate effect??
i nvr regret joinin that company cos of all the nice people i know thr.. in fact.. they're also a reason why i chose to continue staying thr..
but wads the use.. cant fight emotional wars with her.. she's just too much.. she goes around spreading rumors and putting poison in all the higher mgmt people's ears.. i really hope one fine day she gets played by her own game that she had set..
i really hope she'll wake up and open her eyes big enuff to see why 3 people under her has left.. i hope the higher mgmt people can really really open their eyes and ears to see wad is really happening rather than time to time always buy her story like she so pathetic always kena bullied by her subordinates..
oh Heavenly Father.. i pray that you will take away my anger, take away my pain, take away my sorrows, take away all my tears.. pray that Father you'll take away the ''stamps'' in other people's eyes and let them see the real truth behing it all.. pray that Father you'll takeover from here and restore me back physically and emotionally.. pray that Father you'll let no other person be unfairly treated like i was being treated here.. and in all these I pray in Jesus name.. Amen!!
Thursday, March 06, 2008
The One Thing - Daily Devotional From New Creation Church
Forgiveness Is For The Undeserving
Matthew 18:2121… “Lord, how often shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? Up to seven times?”
The Lord’s answer to Peter was simple: Up to seventy times seven. (Matthew 18:22) In other words, all the time!
“Well, Pastor Prince, he does not deserve my forgiveness.”
Neither did you deserve God’s. Listen, there is not a single person alive or dead who did not break all 10 of God’s commandments. There is no such thing as a “partial sinner” or “great sinner”. All of us were great sinners when Jesus saved us! And we need to have that revelation because if we know that we are forgiven much, we will love much. (Luke 7:47)
“Pastor Prince, how can you say that I have broken all 10 commandments? I have not committed adultery. I have been true to my wife since the day we were married.”
My friend, Jesus said, “If you lust after a woman in your heart, you have already committed adultery with her.” (Matthew 5:28) That is God’s standard. Man looks outward, but God looks inward. God sees the heart. So everyone has broken all 10 commandments. Everyone is a great sinner.
Now, you are no longer a sinner if you have received Christ as your Saviour — you are now a new creation. But you were a sinner and God forgave all your sins through the death of His Son. You owed God big time, but God forgave you of your huge debt through His Son’s death.
So if someone has wronged you, say this: “I did not deserve God’s forgiveness, but God forgave me through Christ. So I forgive this person also in Jesus’ name.” If you say something like, “He does not deserve it,” it makes no sense. Forgiveness is not for people who deserve it. If they deserve something, then it is punishment. No, forgiveness means that you extend grace. Grace means undeserved favour, like how God extends undeserved favour to you.
If you choose to hold on to bitterness, no one suffers but you. You lose your peace, health and sometimes even your life. It is not worth it! God says to you, “Let go. Forgive them their debts, just as I have forgiven you yours.” Don’t try to do it on your own. Bring the cross of Christ into the situation and you will find the grace to forgive!
Matthew 18:2121… “Lord, how often shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? Up to seven times?”
The Lord’s answer to Peter was simple: Up to seventy times seven. (Matthew 18:22) In other words, all the time!
“Well, Pastor Prince, he does not deserve my forgiveness.”
Neither did you deserve God’s. Listen, there is not a single person alive or dead who did not break all 10 of God’s commandments. There is no such thing as a “partial sinner” or “great sinner”. All of us were great sinners when Jesus saved us! And we need to have that revelation because if we know that we are forgiven much, we will love much. (Luke 7:47)
“Pastor Prince, how can you say that I have broken all 10 commandments? I have not committed adultery. I have been true to my wife since the day we were married.”
My friend, Jesus said, “If you lust after a woman in your heart, you have already committed adultery with her.” (Matthew 5:28) That is God’s standard. Man looks outward, but God looks inward. God sees the heart. So everyone has broken all 10 commandments. Everyone is a great sinner.
Now, you are no longer a sinner if you have received Christ as your Saviour — you are now a new creation. But you were a sinner and God forgave all your sins through the death of His Son. You owed God big time, but God forgave you of your huge debt through His Son’s death.
So if someone has wronged you, say this: “I did not deserve God’s forgiveness, but God forgave me through Christ. So I forgive this person also in Jesus’ name.” If you say something like, “He does not deserve it,” it makes no sense. Forgiveness is not for people who deserve it. If they deserve something, then it is punishment. No, forgiveness means that you extend grace. Grace means undeserved favour, like how God extends undeserved favour to you.
If you choose to hold on to bitterness, no one suffers but you. You lose your peace, health and sometimes even your life. It is not worth it! God says to you, “Let go. Forgive them their debts, just as I have forgiven you yours.” Don’t try to do it on your own. Bring the cross of Christ into the situation and you will find the grace to forgive!
Answers to Tough Qns [rbc ministries]
Should I be concerned about this cloud of hopelessness that seems to hang over me?
Hopelessness is a dreadful feeling. The Bible says, "Hope deferred makes the heart sick" (Proverbs 13:12). Many people go through times when they know something is terribly wrong, but they often can't put their finger on it. All they can explain is a strong sense that nothing is going to work out.
It's unwise to ignore chronic feelings of hopelessness. Our souls cannot live for long in a state of perceived hopelessness. Hope is the oxygen of the soul. Without a hopeful outlook, our souls will eventually suffocate.
Our dilemma is that a hopeful perspective is as fragile as it is indispensable. Situations beyond our control can delay the fulfillment of hope and leave us in a fog of uncertainty and despair. As hope seems to be collapsing all around us, the potential exists to lose heart and slip into a state of depression.
Depression is a troubled mood or state of the soul that has a dramatic effect on our bodies. We lose energy. Sleeping and eating patterns become abnormal. And we have difficulty concentrating.
Depression can be mild or major. The more depression interferes with a person's ability to sleep, to eat, to work, to focus, and to enjoy life, the greater the severity of depression, and the greater need there is to be concerned.
Sometimes a depressive mood lifts for no apparent reason. Usually, however, depression doesn't work itself out over time. Left to itself, it can linger on like an old injury that slowly wears a person down. Over time, it can grow into a severe debilitating problem. That's why it's important for those who are depressed to seek help.
An honest reflection of the following statements can alert a person to a potential problem with depression:
> I feel sad or shut down nearly every day.
> I have little or no interest in doing things I used to enjoy.
> I'm sleeping too little or too much.
> I'm eating too little or too much.
> I feel tired most of the time.
> I find it difficult to stay focused.
> I've lost interest in physical intimacy with my spouse.
> I feel overwhelmed by the burdens of life.
> I don't hold out much hope that my life will improve in the future.
> I shift between feeling helpless and unworthy to feeling angry and cheated.
> I think about death or killing myself.
Those who identify with two to four of the above statements should, at the very least, consider seeing a physician for a complete medical checkup. Sometimes these are symptoms of a pure medical condition. Those who identify with five or more of the above statements should consider seeking immediate professional help.
[I've identified at least 9 outta 11... how??]
Hopelessness is a dreadful feeling. The Bible says, "Hope deferred makes the heart sick" (Proverbs 13:12). Many people go through times when they know something is terribly wrong, but they often can't put their finger on it. All they can explain is a strong sense that nothing is going to work out.
It's unwise to ignore chronic feelings of hopelessness. Our souls cannot live for long in a state of perceived hopelessness. Hope is the oxygen of the soul. Without a hopeful outlook, our souls will eventually suffocate.
Our dilemma is that a hopeful perspective is as fragile as it is indispensable. Situations beyond our control can delay the fulfillment of hope and leave us in a fog of uncertainty and despair. As hope seems to be collapsing all around us, the potential exists to lose heart and slip into a state of depression.
Depression is a troubled mood or state of the soul that has a dramatic effect on our bodies. We lose energy. Sleeping and eating patterns become abnormal. And we have difficulty concentrating.
Depression can be mild or major. The more depression interferes with a person's ability to sleep, to eat, to work, to focus, and to enjoy life, the greater the severity of depression, and the greater need there is to be concerned.
Sometimes a depressive mood lifts for no apparent reason. Usually, however, depression doesn't work itself out over time. Left to itself, it can linger on like an old injury that slowly wears a person down. Over time, it can grow into a severe debilitating problem. That's why it's important for those who are depressed to seek help.
An honest reflection of the following statements can alert a person to a potential problem with depression:
> I feel sad or shut down nearly every day.
> I have little or no interest in doing things I used to enjoy.
> I'm sleeping too little or too much.
> I'm eating too little or too much.
> I feel tired most of the time.
> I find it difficult to stay focused.
> I've lost interest in physical intimacy with my spouse.
> I feel overwhelmed by the burdens of life.
> I don't hold out much hope that my life will improve in the future.
> I shift between feeling helpless and unworthy to feeling angry and cheated.
> I think about death or killing myself.
Those who identify with two to four of the above statements should, at the very least, consider seeing a physician for a complete medical checkup. Sometimes these are symptoms of a pure medical condition. Those who identify with five or more of the above statements should consider seeking immediate professional help.
[I've identified at least 9 outta 11... how??]
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Why?
i just dun u'stan y they wana treat me lidat??
i dun deserve all these unfair treatment..
i've already given my best but they still think otherwise..
y r they so cruel to me??
y can't they be nice to me??
sometimes i just think wad issit that i did wrong to deserve all these??
issit my problem that i really cant perform??
they really break my confidence in my own work now..
i dread going to work..
i dread sitting beside them..
i dread seeing them..
wad have i done wrong??
i dun deserve all these unfair treatment..
i've already given my best but they still think otherwise..
y r they so cruel to me??
y can't they be nice to me??
sometimes i just think wad issit that i did wrong to deserve all these??
issit my problem that i really cant perform??
they really break my confidence in my own work now..
i dread going to work..
i dread sitting beside them..
i dread seeing them..
wad have i done wrong??
Sunday, February 24, 2008
brand new life as a christian
i must learn and be able to:
- let go of the unhappy past
- accept all that has happened
- love my enemies
- stop all the curse and swears
- love and treasure my life
- live a godly life
- put all my cares and trust in God
- live each day to the fullest without regrets
- worship and praise God constantly
- set a good example as a christian
- let others feel the love God has given to me
[to be updated again]
- let go of the unhappy past
- accept all that has happened
- love my enemies
- stop all the curse and swears
- love and treasure my life
- live a godly life
- put all my cares and trust in God
- live each day to the fullest without regrets
- worship and praise God constantly
- set a good example as a christian
- let others feel the love God has given to me
[to be updated again]
Friday, February 22, 2008
Daily Thots
suddenly had alot of emotions coming in..
sad.. hurt.. betrayed.. angry.. lost.. disappointed.. frustrated.. self-pity.. loneliness.. worthless.. relieved.. doubts.. liar..
oh wadever..
say too much also wrong.. becomes grumbling..
dun say anything also wrong.. becomes unfriendly and proud..
so hard to please everyone including myself..
so difficult to feel happy at times..
best method?? keep ur comments to yourself..
nt everyone has time or has mood for you..
sad.. hurt.. betrayed.. angry.. lost.. disappointed.. frustrated.. self-pity.. loneliness.. worthless.. relieved.. doubts.. liar..
oh wadever..
say too much also wrong.. becomes grumbling..
dun say anything also wrong.. becomes unfriendly and proud..
so hard to please everyone including myself..
so difficult to feel happy at times..
best method?? keep ur comments to yourself..
nt everyone has time or has mood for you..
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Whatever....
I know that since I've decided to let God handle my work issues, I shouldn't be thinking so much about it again. But I really wanted..... Aiyah.... Don't know what I want nor what I want to say.
Am I such a loser? I can't even decide what I want in life. Ask me what is it that I really want to do, what is that that I hope to achieve, or what is it that I wish to see myself in? I can't answer all these questions too.
Aiyah.... Just so tired of myself. So indecisive. So useless. So................
Whatever..................
Am I such a loser? I can't even decide what I want in life. Ask me what is it that I really want to do, what is that that I hope to achieve, or what is it that I wish to see myself in? I can't answer all these questions too.
Aiyah.... Just so tired of myself. So indecisive. So useless. So................
Whatever..................
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Daily Thots
Went to WMC wif Jie, Andrea & Adrienne for d 11.30am service. Adrienne was a bit "noisy" & Andrea was a bit restless today. Naughty gals. But everything was still under control & we still managed to finish d service without much hiccups.
Praise The Lord~
Today Pastor Wendy Watson said something abt "When there is love, there will not be filth & stench." "You Ai Jiu Mei You Chou". A very touching story behind this phrase.
Praise The Lord~
Oh, today's worship session I also sang together. I felt good. Don't really know how to explain d feelings but I sort of felt "connected". Connected to God perhaps? Hmmm...
Went Sembawang Park with Jie, Andrea & Adrienne. The gals had a great time thr. As usual at d initial part, Adrienne refused to walk on d sand on her own (scare dirty her feet) & wana to be carried around. But after a while, managed to convinced her to play on her own. The gals had so much fun that they requested me to bring them bck thr again.
We had fun today becos Jie made d effort to bring us ard. Thank you Jie for accompanyin & fetching us ard today. We sure do really love you a lot.
Thank you Father for blessing me with 2 beautiful gals, a very loving sister & a caring bro-in-law. I know whatever happens in the future, You made it happen bcos You want me to learn something out of it. Kindly bless me with the strength to overcome all obstacles. Amen~
Praise The Lord~
Today Pastor Wendy Watson said something abt "When there is love, there will not be filth & stench." "You Ai Jiu Mei You Chou". A very touching story behind this phrase.
Praise The Lord~
Oh, today's worship session I also sang together. I felt good. Don't really know how to explain d feelings but I sort of felt "connected". Connected to God perhaps? Hmmm...
Went Sembawang Park with Jie, Andrea & Adrienne. The gals had a great time thr. As usual at d initial part, Adrienne refused to walk on d sand on her own (scare dirty her feet) & wana to be carried around. But after a while, managed to convinced her to play on her own. The gals had so much fun that they requested me to bring them bck thr again.
We had fun today becos Jie made d effort to bring us ard. Thank you Jie for accompanyin & fetching us ard today. We sure do really love you a lot.
Thank you Father for blessing me with 2 beautiful gals, a very loving sister & a caring bro-in-law. I know whatever happens in the future, You made it happen bcos You want me to learn something out of it. Kindly bless me with the strength to overcome all obstacles. Amen~
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Comments for the Day
Dear Frenz
Kindly have the courtesy to leave down your names if you decide to leave your comments on my blog. I've no issue with anyone leaving their comments after reading my blogs but kindly have the guts to let me know who you are.
If you think that your comments are offensive, then DON'T even bother to leave your two cents worth of comments on my blog.
Everyone/Anyone who reads my blog should be mature enough to think before they pen down their comments. Since I don't criticise anyone's religion/beliefs, then DON'T criticise my religion/beliefs too.
Just to highlight, this is my blog and I'm free to write anything I like. If you don't like to read my blog, then DON'T read it. No one is forcing you to read it.
Take Care and God Bless!
Kindly have the courtesy to leave down your names if you decide to leave your comments on my blog. I've no issue with anyone leaving their comments after reading my blogs but kindly have the guts to let me know who you are.
If you think that your comments are offensive, then DON'T even bother to leave your two cents worth of comments on my blog.
Everyone/Anyone who reads my blog should be mature enough to think before they pen down their comments. Since I don't criticise anyone's religion/beliefs, then DON'T criticise my religion/beliefs too.
Just to highlight, this is my blog and I'm free to write anything I like. If you don't like to read my blog, then DON'T read it. No one is forcing you to read it.
Take Care and God Bless!
Monday, November 19, 2007
Daily Thots
I had a very tough day today. 1 of my working colleague gave me a very hard time today. I felt so fustrated until I went off to d Ladies to cry. I felt better after that. I was thinking, perhaps it's because i didn't seek God's blessings today thus my day was not a smooth one. I started to think of Pastor Prince's words. To acknowledge my own feelings but do not act on them. Thus, I chose to forgive d person who irritated me.
Crying is another way of releasing my stress. No worries. I always/usually feel better after crying it out.
Dear Lord Jesus,
Kindly bless the person with more kindness towards others. Let him realise that his attitude towards others is wrong.
Kindly take away my anger and forgive him.
Amen~
Crying is another way of releasing my stress. No worries. I always/usually feel better after crying it out.
Dear Lord Jesus,
Kindly bless the person with more kindness towards others. Let him realise that his attitude towards others is wrong.
Kindly take away my anger and forgive him.
Amen~
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Thank You Lord Jesus
Went to Jie’s house wif ZQ today to discuss abt job vacancies. Then we started to chat abt my prev blog. Then Jie suggested that we go to The Third Place today as it’ll be d last service alrdy. The Third Place is going to be relocated to another place. Wif no programs in mind today, we agreed (thou I used to find excuses to not attend services).
Before proceeding to The Third Place, we went to Leisure Park Kallang as I needed to take a look @ my job site. We passed by a store and somehow or rather, it attracted us in. We bought a “plain” jigsaw puzzle for Jean for her as a bday gift. We’re going to pen in our wishes for her on it & let her fix up d puzzle herself to see wad we had written for her. Next, we passed by a gift shop which the cross pendants attracted my interest. Jie asked me if I wanted one & I told her casually that I’ll liked to have one & also pointed out d design I wanted. Then I moved off to my store to check on my contractors leaving both of them there. When I came back to look for them, Jie had alrdy bought me d cross necklace that I wanted. I felt so happy & Jie helped me to put it on.
Guess what happened today? I received Christ Jesus together wif ZQ @ The Third Place. Pastor Alvin Chan prayed wif us, together wif Jie & Francis.
Oh, just to share. During d worshipping, there were a couple of times when I felt like my tears were filling my eyes. I had to shut my eyes tight & keep telling myself not to be a drama mama.
(^0^)
Anyway, I felt happy today. Can’t explain why also but I know God has something planned for me.
Thank you Lord Jesus for forgiving my sins & accepting me back in your arms again.
Praise the Lord! Amen~
Before proceeding to The Third Place, we went to Leisure Park Kallang as I needed to take a look @ my job site. We passed by a store and somehow or rather, it attracted us in. We bought a “plain” jigsaw puzzle for Jean for her as a bday gift. We’re going to pen in our wishes for her on it & let her fix up d puzzle herself to see wad we had written for her. Next, we passed by a gift shop which the cross pendants attracted my interest. Jie asked me if I wanted one & I told her casually that I’ll liked to have one & also pointed out d design I wanted. Then I moved off to my store to check on my contractors leaving both of them there. When I came back to look for them, Jie had alrdy bought me d cross necklace that I wanted. I felt so happy & Jie helped me to put it on.
Guess what happened today? I received Christ Jesus together wif ZQ @ The Third Place. Pastor Alvin Chan prayed wif us, together wif Jie & Francis.
Oh, just to share. During d worshipping, there were a couple of times when I felt like my tears were filling my eyes. I had to shut my eyes tight & keep telling myself not to be a drama mama.
(^0^)
Anyway, I felt happy today. Can’t explain why also but I know God has something planned for me.
Thank you Lord Jesus for forgiving my sins & accepting me back in your arms again.
Praise the Lord! Amen~
Friday, November 16, 2007
Praise The Lord
14 Nov 07
my boss called me @ 11pm & talked on d fone till 1150pm. purpose of call was to sort of hint me wads gg to happen to me d next day. she said alot alot of things which frightened me & in d end i slept @ 3am.
15 Nov 07
was listening to mp3 on d train ride to work. was jamming my ears wif d fast pace songs to try to calm myself dw due to ytd's conversation. when it came to d Gospel song "The One Thing" i felt so calm. in d end I kept repeating d song. when it came to Potong Pasir station. suddenly i had d urge to pray. i said a prayer & i finished d prayer @ Dohby Ghuat station. reached ofc & saw my boss's boss face super duper black in colour. shit! thunderstorm expected. in d end. d day ended w/o any thunderstorm. @ abt 7pm i played my Gospel cd in d ofc. my boss asked me to lower dw d music (thou it was alrdy v soft) cos she dun wan her boss to come out & scold me (which she felt will be d case). aft she left & her boss came out of her room asking "Who is d one playing Gospel songs?" my heart was tinkin "oh shit"!. i answered her softly saying its me. she turned to me & chatted wif me for awhile & also asked me to lend her d cd as well. & b4 she left d ofc she even thanked me for sharing such nice music in d ofc. all i could reply her was "ok".
hahahahahahaha. too frightened to answer her properly. =)
finished work @ abt 10pm. had an urge to look for Jie to pray for me. an urge to accept Lord Jesus into my life. but Jie did not ans my calls. it's ok. perhaps it wasn't d rite time yet.
reached hme said a short prayer. thanked Lord Jesus for making my day a smooth one as I've talked to him in d morn. thanked Lord Jesus for answering my prayer. Amen!
my boss called me @ 11pm & talked on d fone till 1150pm. purpose of call was to sort of hint me wads gg to happen to me d next day. she said alot alot of things which frightened me & in d end i slept @ 3am.
15 Nov 07
was listening to mp3 on d train ride to work. was jamming my ears wif d fast pace songs to try to calm myself dw due to ytd's conversation. when it came to d Gospel song "The One Thing" i felt so calm. in d end I kept repeating d song. when it came to Potong Pasir station. suddenly i had d urge to pray. i said a prayer & i finished d prayer @ Dohby Ghuat station. reached ofc & saw my boss's boss face super duper black in colour. shit! thunderstorm expected. in d end. d day ended w/o any thunderstorm. @ abt 7pm i played my Gospel cd in d ofc. my boss asked me to lower dw d music (thou it was alrdy v soft) cos she dun wan her boss to come out & scold me (which she felt will be d case). aft she left & her boss came out of her room asking "Who is d one playing Gospel songs?" my heart was tinkin "oh shit"!. i answered her softly saying its me. she turned to me & chatted wif me for awhile & also asked me to lend her d cd as well. & b4 she left d ofc she even thanked me for sharing such nice music in d ofc. all i could reply her was "ok".
hahahahahahaha. too frightened to answer her properly. =)
finished work @ abt 10pm. had an urge to look for Jie to pray for me. an urge to accept Lord Jesus into my life. but Jie did not ans my calls. it's ok. perhaps it wasn't d rite time yet.
reached hme said a short prayer. thanked Lord Jesus for making my day a smooth one as I've talked to him in d morn. thanked Lord Jesus for answering my prayer. Amen!
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Dwarf or Dove
Hey Hey Hey~
It's time to blog again. It's been quite sometime since I last blogged ah?
Today on leave as I have an appt with the skin doc (Dr. Jennifer Foo) @ Mount Elizabeth Medical Centre. Having a terrible breakout on my face, really terrible. When the doc saw me, she told me mine was severe & asked me how could i have waited so long then decided to consult a doc? Wanted to tell her why but I couldn't answer myself @ that time too. Was it because I don't have the time or I don't have the moni? Beats me too since I'm such a vain gal.
Doc's advice was to see her every week for the first month to monitor the progress of my treatment. Have t stop using my Clinique (anti-blemish) products with immediate effect. Oh gosh! I just bought the products about a month ago. To throw them away seems like a waste. Any takers out there?
Went to Alpha course @ WMC with Jie & ZQ. The dvd went retarded today. Made me lose my concentration leh. Then finished watchind the video clip at about 9pm before we were seperated into our groups again.
Jason mentioned about Jesus appearing as dove but pronounced it as dwarf. Made us laughed so loudly. Ice-breaker guy indeed.
Discussion today was about the Holy Spirit (which we missed the session last Saturday).
I asked a question but my question wasn't really being answered. What's the difference between the Holy Spirit and the Guardian Angel?
Haiz..... =(
Then the group mentioned something about being "slained". Sounds eerie to me. Don't think I want to be "slained".
Hmmm... Jason tried to get rid of a "myth" I had about the 7th month thingy.
Jason's "patent" Quote of the day:
If it's true, it's true for all.
If it's not true for all, it's not true at all.
Errr... Try harder next time.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
Oh! I've something to say about tonight. The food ain't nice and there were 2 inconsiderate facilitators who were talking during the video clip. They only stopped until Jie turned over and signal them to keep quiet.
More to say about my thoughts, but I'm tired le. Will try to blog more tomorrow.
Too late to reply your sms le Jie. Good nite & sweet dreams to you. Love you always.
It's time to blog again. It's been quite sometime since I last blogged ah?
Today on leave as I have an appt with the skin doc (Dr. Jennifer Foo) @ Mount Elizabeth Medical Centre. Having a terrible breakout on my face, really terrible. When the doc saw me, she told me mine was severe & asked me how could i have waited so long then decided to consult a doc? Wanted to tell her why but I couldn't answer myself @ that time too. Was it because I don't have the time or I don't have the moni? Beats me too since I'm such a vain gal.
Doc's advice was to see her every week for the first month to monitor the progress of my treatment. Have t stop using my Clinique (anti-blemish) products with immediate effect. Oh gosh! I just bought the products about a month ago. To throw them away seems like a waste. Any takers out there?
Went to Alpha course @ WMC with Jie & ZQ. The dvd went retarded today. Made me lose my concentration leh. Then finished watchind the video clip at about 9pm before we were seperated into our groups again.
Jason mentioned about Jesus appearing as dove but pronounced it as dwarf. Made us laughed so loudly. Ice-breaker guy indeed.
Discussion today was about the Holy Spirit (which we missed the session last Saturday).
I asked a question but my question wasn't really being answered. What's the difference between the Holy Spirit and the Guardian Angel?
Haiz..... =(
Then the group mentioned something about being "slained". Sounds eerie to me. Don't think I want to be "slained".
Hmmm... Jason tried to get rid of a "myth" I had about the 7th month thingy.
Jason's "patent" Quote of the day:
If it's true, it's true for all.
If it's not true for all, it's not true at all.
Errr... Try harder next time.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
Oh! I've something to say about tonight. The food ain't nice and there were 2 inconsiderate facilitators who were talking during the video clip. They only stopped until Jie turned over and signal them to keep quiet.
More to say about my thoughts, but I'm tired le. Will try to blog more tomorrow.
Too late to reply your sms le Jie. Good nite & sweet dreams to you. Love you always.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Sick & Tired of EVERYTHING
I'm having a terrible headache. It's a piercing pain at the top right corner of my skull. I really hate this feeling. Take panadol already still doesn't work at all.
Shit!
Must be due to the stress at work. I really hate that back-stabber. I really hate that fella who pretended to be nice to me yet at my back, during his confrontation with my boss and the HR Director, dragged me into the picture. Instead of apologising over his poor performance at work, he puts all the blame on me. Say that I'm not being able to help him at all and thus cause him to be overloaded and stressed over work.
I hate this I hate this I hate this!!!
Then here I am guessing what did I do wrong to lose a best friend's concern over me. What did I do wrong? Why did she start to turn so cold towards me?
What's wrong with my life again? Everything seems to hit me so hard.
I've been a very hardworking staff at work. I really put in my best to do everything and to ease other's burden. Yet, I get it left and right on my back.
I know I've been neglecting my friends and family. But all I wanted was to concentrate on my career first. I want to be more stable first before I..............................
For all the favourite gym time I've given up and for all the fun time I have given up to be with my friends, all because I wanted to be better in my career, seems to be a wrong choice.
Nevermind la. I'm tired. I can't get the whole world to please me neither can I pleased the whole world.
Sometimes I just wished I had died the last time I tried to die.
Really damn sick and tired of everything.
So hard to be in other people's good books.
Shit!
Must be due to the stress at work. I really hate that back-stabber. I really hate that fella who pretended to be nice to me yet at my back, during his confrontation with my boss and the HR Director, dragged me into the picture. Instead of apologising over his poor performance at work, he puts all the blame on me. Say that I'm not being able to help him at all and thus cause him to be overloaded and stressed over work.
I hate this I hate this I hate this!!!
Then here I am guessing what did I do wrong to lose a best friend's concern over me. What did I do wrong? Why did she start to turn so cold towards me?
What's wrong with my life again? Everything seems to hit me so hard.
I've been a very hardworking staff at work. I really put in my best to do everything and to ease other's burden. Yet, I get it left and right on my back.
I know I've been neglecting my friends and family. But all I wanted was to concentrate on my career first. I want to be more stable first before I..............................
For all the favourite gym time I've given up and for all the fun time I have given up to be with my friends, all because I wanted to be better in my career, seems to be a wrong choice.
Nevermind la. I'm tired. I can't get the whole world to please me neither can I pleased the whole world.
Sometimes I just wished I had died the last time I tried to die.
Really damn sick and tired of everything.
So hard to be in other people's good books.
Monday, September 03, 2007
So Tired!!!
so many things to accomplished..
so many expectations on me..
so many deadlines for me..
so many these and that..
so many people to entertain..
so many tasks to complete everyday..
so many restrictions..
so many so many so many..
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I am not a superwoman..
I am just a simple gal with a simple goal in life..
I just wana earn more money to provide a better life for my kids..
Haiz..
Think I so powerful meh?
Think I really so strong meh?
I am so tired so tired so tired..
HelpPPpPppPppPppPPPppPppPPppPppPpppPPPppPPPppPppPppPppPPppPPpppPp!!!!
so many expectations on me..
so many deadlines for me..
so many these and that..
so many people to entertain..
so many tasks to complete everyday..
so many restrictions..
so many so many so many..
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I am not a superwoman..
I am just a simple gal with a simple goal in life..
I just wana earn more money to provide a better life for my kids..
Haiz..
Think I so powerful meh?
Think I really so strong meh?
I am so tired so tired so tired..
HelpPPpPppPppPppPPPppPppPPppPppPpppPPPppPPPppPppPppPppPPppPPpppPp!!!!
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Daily Thots
As I was re-organising my photos in my FS account, I glanced thru all the photos and suddenly realised how time has passed by me at such a quick pace.
It was Dec 05 when I left him.
Looking back at what I had gone thru and what I am going thru now, is life getting better for me?
Career wise I'm definitely getting better, and I've more time to get myself familiarised with work. Of cos, personal time with family and friends becomes lesser. Time spent with Andrea and Adrienne gets lesser, but I know we'll get to enjoy more quality time together when I'm more stable in my career.
Emotionally I'm more stable now as I've a evergreen pillar by my side always. (^o^)
I've to get stronger mentally as I always encountered alot of difficulties at my new workplace. They don't come 1 by 1. They come at a shot and I'm expected to resolve all no matter if it's new / outstanding works. It just seems like I'm the only executive in my department.
Haiz..
I always tell myself. They can stab me or bang me on the wall and make me bleed. But after that, they must call for medic to attend to my wounds and not continue to kick me out to the road and let me get rammed down by cars mah. This will only cause me to die instead of making me suffer more leh.
Er.. Chim right? Must hear and see the way I define it in person then you can understand what I'm trying to say.
hahahahahaha..
Anyway, it's ok. I'll learn it the hard way and it'll make me a better man.
Er.. Better woman I mean. =)
It was Dec 05 when I left him.
Looking back at what I had gone thru and what I am going thru now, is life getting better for me?
Career wise I'm definitely getting better, and I've more time to get myself familiarised with work. Of cos, personal time with family and friends becomes lesser. Time spent with Andrea and Adrienne gets lesser, but I know we'll get to enjoy more quality time together when I'm more stable in my career.
Emotionally I'm more stable now as I've a evergreen pillar by my side always. (^o^)
I've to get stronger mentally as I always encountered alot of difficulties at my new workplace. They don't come 1 by 1. They come at a shot and I'm expected to resolve all no matter if it's new / outstanding works. It just seems like I'm the only executive in my department.
Haiz..
I always tell myself. They can stab me or bang me on the wall and make me bleed. But after that, they must call for medic to attend to my wounds and not continue to kick me out to the road and let me get rammed down by cars mah. This will only cause me to die instead of making me suffer more leh.
Er.. Chim right? Must hear and see the way I define it in person then you can understand what I'm trying to say.
hahahahahaha..
Anyway, it's ok. I'll learn it the hard way and it'll make me a better man.
Er.. Better woman I mean. =)
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