Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Sad & Disappointed

Why did such things happened tonight? All the unexpected. This is what I want to say to the few:

Mummy
You were the nicest "Mummy" I've been calling for almost 32 years. Tonight you raised your voice and shouted at me for the 1st time, all because of a man who's been living with you for years. I'm so hurt by your words and actions. The moment you shouted at me, my heart ached so much. All the respect I have for you is lost after tonight. You didn't stand up for me it's ok. But you didn't even stand up for your own daughter when that asshole shouted at her. For this reason, you really don't deserve my respect.

R**ger Y*p
You are someone who don't deserve any respect from anyone at all because you never respect others as well! Tonight you shouted at all of us and keep pointing your fingers at us. You are so damn bloody rude! Did your parents teach you that? I feel so sad for your parents. They'll be so damn disappointed and shameful if they see you behaving like that. You only have the guts to shout at us but not Ah Gu. Why? You scared he slap your f**king face?! Dammit! And you even shouted at me asking to to shut up! You said tonight is a family event and I am not part of the family. If I am not, then who do you think you are?! Who the f**k you think you are?! I used to respect you always greeting you when I see you. But after tonight, you're just a piece of shit! Oh no. I meant, you're nothing in my eyes. You don't even deserved to be in my sight! And you don't even deserved to be named in my blog cause you suck! Yucks! I really hope you'll read my blog and see how lousy you are. Pui!!!

Bobby & Stephanie
What happened to the little kids I once knew? Why have you changed so much? Whatever you've done and said, you really hurt your mum's heart. Each time I hear her talk about you kids, she cried so hard and my heart ached so much. How could the both of you bear to hurt her? You think having you in the stomach and giving birth to you is easy? You've never gone thru labour pain you won't know. The hardship she went thru to raised you kids, aren't you supposed to be grateful and just be sensible? She didn't expect you to be an intelligent kid but she also don't expect you to be rebellious. Can you just wake up from your dreamland and play your rightful role in the family? Is it so difficult to ask from you? You caused kinship to sour, is that what you want? You'll be parents in future. How would you feel if your kids treat you this manner? Don't tell me that you won't teach your kids this way like how your mum teach you because, you can't even teach yourself well now. But a word of truth, your current dad really loves both of you. His manner may not be accepted by you now but when you grow up, you'll know what he has done for you is for the good of you.

I'm so utterly disappointed. But who am I to judge? I hope the kids will realised their mistakes and return back to their mum.

Pray that Abba will watch over this family. Give them the peace and show them the way to stay united as a family. May the Prince of Peace be with all of us. Amen.