Yoo Hoo~
It's the time of the day again. What time is it? It's blogging time!
hahahahahahaha.. =)
Today is Thursday, which is Alpha course at Wesley Methodist Church.
Before I begin my thoughts for the night, I've to thank Francis for getting me a bible of my own.
Thank you Brother-in-law. =)
Ok. Back to my views and thoughts for tonight.
Tonight's topic for the group sharing session was:
"What are your thoughts when you hear people mentioned to you that Jesus died for you?"
As usual la, I was quiet throughout the session lor. Shy mah, but in fact, scared that they will noticed the big pimple on my left eye (just below my eyebrow). Eeks!
hahahahahahahahaha.. =P
My turn again and my answer was:
Jesus very "Wei Da" lor.
Ok. No right or wrong answer here ah.
It was said that we've to accept Jesus Christ and The Lord as our God because God sent his only Son, Jesus Christ, to come and die for us to atone for our sins. Which God will die for his followers?
Hmmm.. My thoughts ah?
Err.. Jesus Christ is like Tang Sang Zhang (Tripiktra.. or something like that.. I don't know how to spell his name la). Only that Tang Sang Zhang did not die for his followers la. But he went West (on foot and at times ride his horse la) to collect all the scriptures in order to save mankind. Sure some people will ask me how true is this and will say this is only a myth or legend, right? But you people never watch drama series meh? It's always screened like that mah. If these were untrue, how come there is Sun Wukong, Zhu Ba Jie, Zhi Zhu Jing etc?
"Passion of the Christ" is based on true story as what you all will say. Then how come "Xi You Ji (Journey to the West)" cannot be based on true story leh?
Paisey ah. Just that people tend to do a lot of comparisons and have a lot of questions and arguements before they actually convert to be a Christian. I've to make sure my doubts are cleared before I make any decisions on whether to exchange my bucket of water with God and also in turn let go my existing bucket of water. I definitely won't want to follow a religion for the sake of following. I must be sure and this takes time.
Jie must be patient with me ok?
Oh, before I forget but I need to say this out or else I very "buey song". Some people are so rude, no manners. No matter how tired you are, if you attend some course at anywhere. Be it if it's at a church, a temple or even an institution, please don't sleep there ok? Cannot stand the attitude of these people. No manners I still must say again. I'm also very tired after a day at work lor. At most, I'll only keep yawning and move my body here and there at times, but I won't sleep there lor. Next time want to sleep, please go home and sleep. The church is not for you to go there and sleep. Haiz. Young people nowadays don't know what is respect.
Anyway, I've had a very tough week at work recently. Perhaps I should start praying for a better tomorrow?
Hmmm.. Wait la. Slowly la. Some things cannot be rushed.
Anyway, God Loves Us & I Love All Of You~
=)
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Peace
Went to Wesley Methodist Church and attended an Alpha course with Jie & ZQ. Oh! Thank you Jie for paying the $20 for me thou that’s what is left in your wallet today. But, nevermind la. Tomorrow you still can withdraw somemore out from your bank account.
hahahahahahaha..
During the video clip I nearly fell asleep. No choice la because I really felt super tired today.
After the video clip, the people were divided into a few groups. Every group (ours is Group 4) had to do a sharing session within our own group and we had to find a partner and self-introduce ourself to him. The person who introduced me to the group was called Jason. He had no choice but to tell the group what I said to him. My purpose of going there tonight was “tag along for the sake of tag along”.
hahahahahaha…
*faint*
Then came the sharing about your understanding of “Who is Jesus” or perhaps even anything about the video clip (I start to break out in cold sweat le).
Here comes my turn. I told them I have nothing to say but they insisted I say something, or anything. So I said, “Er, the chair is very uncomfortable”.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha…
*pengz*
Jie must have “flipped” after she heard my answer. I cannot help it la because I cannot form my sentences properly when there is a “formation” in the group. Just like during meetings when I had to talk. If everybody is so tense, I will also turned “gan jiong” lor. But if its those kind of meetings when the table is full of papers everywhere and everybody is sitting in a very relaxed mode, I can talk with confidence. It all comes with practice I suppose.
There was someone mentioning about people who are here to be seekers. I am not a seeker. I am just a follower. I follow my heart, I go where my heart wants me to go and do what my heart wants me to do.
I’m not out to seek to understand how Jesus Christ looks like or what he had said or done. I always believe that Jesus Christ exists. I also believe that Kwan Yin Ma, Guan Gong etc does exists as well. There are people who have seen Jesus Christ, but there are also people who had seen Kwan Yin Ma and other Gods. To me, they are like human beings with different surnames. The Chans, Tans, Tengs, Foos are all human beings. Jesus Christ, Kwan Yin Ma, Guan Gong are all God.
I won’t purposely go and seek what is the difference in Christianity or perhaps Taoism.
To me, if I’m the child of God, I don’t have to go and seek for Him. He’ll get his other children to look for me and bring me back to Him. For long before I was conceived by my parents, I was conceived in the mind of God.
Peace will bring me to the place I need to go or to the God to follow.
hahahahahahaha..
During the video clip I nearly fell asleep. No choice la because I really felt super tired today.
After the video clip, the people were divided into a few groups. Every group (ours is Group 4) had to do a sharing session within our own group and we had to find a partner and self-introduce ourself to him. The person who introduced me to the group was called Jason. He had no choice but to tell the group what I said to him. My purpose of going there tonight was “tag along for the sake of tag along”.
hahahahahaha…
*faint*
Then came the sharing about your understanding of “Who is Jesus” or perhaps even anything about the video clip (I start to break out in cold sweat le).
Here comes my turn. I told them I have nothing to say but they insisted I say something, or anything. So I said, “Er, the chair is very uncomfortable”.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha…
*pengz*
Jie must have “flipped” after she heard my answer. I cannot help it la because I cannot form my sentences properly when there is a “formation” in the group. Just like during meetings when I had to talk. If everybody is so tense, I will also turned “gan jiong” lor. But if its those kind of meetings when the table is full of papers everywhere and everybody is sitting in a very relaxed mode, I can talk with confidence. It all comes with practice I suppose.
There was someone mentioning about people who are here to be seekers. I am not a seeker. I am just a follower. I follow my heart, I go where my heart wants me to go and do what my heart wants me to do.
I’m not out to seek to understand how Jesus Christ looks like or what he had said or done. I always believe that Jesus Christ exists. I also believe that Kwan Yin Ma, Guan Gong etc does exists as well. There are people who have seen Jesus Christ, but there are also people who had seen Kwan Yin Ma and other Gods. To me, they are like human beings with different surnames. The Chans, Tans, Tengs, Foos are all human beings. Jesus Christ, Kwan Yin Ma, Guan Gong are all God.
I won’t purposely go and seek what is the difference in Christianity or perhaps Taoism.
To me, if I’m the child of God, I don’t have to go and seek for Him. He’ll get his other children to look for me and bring me back to Him. For long before I was conceived by my parents, I was conceived in the mind of God.
Peace will bring me to the place I need to go or to the God to follow.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Frustration Day
Day 1
Verse to memorise : "Everything got started in Him and finds its purpose in Him"
A penny for your thots?
=========================================================
Actually started the day with a very relaxed mood and told myself today's gonna be a good day.
Haiz..
Sometimes I wonder and wonder and wonder if I've made a right choice so far.
People around me in my current company:
1) Looks friendly but ain't so friendly
2) Looks harmless but full of daggers in pocket ready to stab you
3) Looks hardworking but is a "medium in the snake temple"
4) Looks cooperative but is a "Taiji master" in actual fact
5) Looks like a good coach but in fact teaches you nothing
Know what it feels like after a month in the company?
Feels like I've being kicked into the open sea but was not given any swimming float to help stay above the water nor being taught any swimming or survival skills.
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THEM!!!
There's no system of how things should be done.
There's not enough support to make the operation go on smoothly.
There're too many mouths given their 2cents worth of opinion (too many cooks spoils the soup).
HELP~
Since morning I had stomach cramps.
I've being surrounded by negative people.
My overloaded boss who grumbles and grumbles.
Can't really blame her cos she's really under alot of stress from her own boss.
She's simply overloaded with work therefore her grumbles become louder and seems to take up more time to finish her each grumble.
But gotta take my hat off her too.
Thou she grumbles alot, she still completes "some" tasks at the end of the day.
Then there is this contractor who did not get any of the 2 tenders called for recently.
He has been grumbling in my ears for days already.
When can he stop it?
Haiz..
I kena nagged and "bombed" the whole day till I became so negative now..
I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING OUT LOUD NOW!!!
Cannot stand it already.
Better watch my "Bleach" now.
Verse to memorise : "Everything got started in Him and finds its purpose in Him"
A penny for your thots?
=========================================================
Actually started the day with a very relaxed mood and told myself today's gonna be a good day.
Haiz..
Sometimes I wonder and wonder and wonder if I've made a right choice so far.
People around me in my current company:
1) Looks friendly but ain't so friendly
2) Looks harmless but full of daggers in pocket ready to stab you
3) Looks hardworking but is a "medium in the snake temple"
4) Looks cooperative but is a "Taiji master" in actual fact
5) Looks like a good coach but in fact teaches you nothing
Know what it feels like after a month in the company?
Feels like I've being kicked into the open sea but was not given any swimming float to help stay above the water nor being taught any swimming or survival skills.
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THEM!!!
There's no system of how things should be done.
There's not enough support to make the operation go on smoothly.
There're too many mouths given their 2cents worth of opinion (too many cooks spoils the soup).
HELP~
Since morning I had stomach cramps.
I've being surrounded by negative people.
My overloaded boss who grumbles and grumbles.
Can't really blame her cos she's really under alot of stress from her own boss.
She's simply overloaded with work therefore her grumbles become louder and seems to take up more time to finish her each grumble.
But gotta take my hat off her too.
Thou she grumbles alot, she still completes "some" tasks at the end of the day.
Then there is this contractor who did not get any of the 2 tenders called for recently.
He has been grumbling in my ears for days already.
When can he stop it?
Haiz..
I kena nagged and "bombed" the whole day till I became so negative now..
I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING OUT LOUD NOW!!!
Cannot stand it already.
Better watch my "Bleach" now.
Monday, August 13, 2007
Daily Thots
11 Aug 07
Went M'sia (Holiday Plaza) for my hair rebonding..
Watch out... Pretty gal coming... Weet!! Weet!!
12 Aug 07
Went Charis Church with ZQ, Jie & Francis for our 2nd session of the "40days Purpose Driven Life"..
As usual.. I was late again.. (hahahaha)
It was the pastor talking that morning..
Terrible me.. Kept on yawning nonstop..
*slapz*
Next stop.. Lunch at Northpoint with Jie & Francis.
Exciting part coming along..
*drums roll*
drrrrr... drrrr... drrrr.....
Jie & Francis bought me a new hp..
Nokia 6300..
Yeapie!!!!!!!!
I'm walking on sunshine..
Woo Hoo~
I'm walking on sunshine..
Woo Woo Hoo~
10 good reasons why Jie & Francis bought me a new hp:
1) My Nokia N73 after upgrading the software & chng of new sim card still fails me.. I still cant receive or send out all my smses..
2) I've insufficient moni to chng new hp..
3) I've been a very good gal..
4) God is Good..
5) God is Great..
6) Jie is Good..
7) Jie is Great..
8) Francis is Good..
9) Francis is Great..
10) Jie & Francis Loves Me..
Woo Hoo~
Jie also bought me a new facial cleanser cos I complaint of having breakouts..
Tried the cleanser le..
Not bad sial.. (Thou I dunno what brand it is)
So happy when the auntie asked if we were sisters..
She said me & Jie look quite alike..
Yeah~
So long never hear that comment le..
Heex..
I'm a gal who needs constant assurance..
13 Aug 07
In the middle of the nite had very bad blocked runny nose..
One-third of my dustbin was filled with my mucus-filled tissues..
Went to see the doc in the late morning..
Doctor said I've nose allergy..
I've to be on nasal spray & medication for at least 3mths..
haiz..
Took a nap in the afternoon..
Woke up with a terrible thumping headache..
What's wrong man..
Tmr's going to be a tough day..
CEO reached SG fm HKG..
Note sent to all via email/sms/phone call (formal office attire)..
haiz...
I'm a informal gal by default..
Went M'sia (Holiday Plaza) for my hair rebonding..
Watch out... Pretty gal coming... Weet!! Weet!!
12 Aug 07Went Charis Church with ZQ, Jie & Francis for our 2nd session of the "40days Purpose Driven Life"..
As usual.. I was late again.. (hahahaha)
It was the pastor talking that morning..
Terrible me.. Kept on yawning nonstop..
*slapz*
Next stop.. Lunch at Northpoint with Jie & Francis.
Exciting part coming along..
*drums roll*
drrrrr... drrrr... drrrr.....
Jie & Francis bought me a new hp..
Nokia 6300..
Yeapie!!!!!!!!
I'm walking on sunshine..
Woo Hoo~
I'm walking on sunshine..
Woo Woo Hoo~
10 good reasons why Jie & Francis bought me a new hp:
1) My Nokia N73 after upgrading the software & chng of new sim card still fails me.. I still cant receive or send out all my smses..
2) I've insufficient moni to chng new hp..
3) I've been a very good gal..
4) God is Good..
5) God is Great..
6) Jie is Good..
7) Jie is Great..
8) Francis is Good..
9) Francis is Great..
10) Jie & Francis Loves Me..
Woo Hoo~
Jie also bought me a new facial cleanser cos I complaint of having breakouts..
Tried the cleanser le..
Not bad sial.. (Thou I dunno what brand it is)
So happy when the auntie asked if we were sisters..
She said me & Jie look quite alike..
Yeah~
So long never hear that comment le..
Heex..
I'm a gal who needs constant assurance..
13 Aug 07
In the middle of the nite had very bad blocked runny nose..
One-third of my dustbin was filled with my mucus-filled tissues..
Went to see the doc in the late morning..
Doctor said I've nose allergy..
I've to be on nasal spray & medication for at least 3mths..
haiz..
Took a nap in the afternoon..
Woke up with a terrible thumping headache..
What's wrong man..
Tmr's going to be a tough day..
CEO reached SG fm HKG..
Note sent to all via email/sms/phone call (formal office attire)..
haiz...
I'm a informal gal by default..
Monday, August 06, 2007
Daily Thots
Tired.. Shag.. Sleepy.. Headache.. Gastric Pain.. Nausea..
Spent almost the whole day at Parkway Parade store..
Thou went to Bugis for a meeting with the landlord..
But after the meeting finished had to return to Parkway Parade store again..
So many outstanding issues there..
All because majority were last minute requests..
Haizz..
Can you people just make up your mind on what you want and what you need??
Shitz man..
After work went for Pilates class @ Amore (Kovan)..
Majority of the time I was laughing away cos I couldn't bend nor stretch like the rest of the gals in the class..
But not that I didn't want to try out the stretches wor..
Its because my hip bone hurts when I did the "ultimate" stretches..
Then halfway thru the class my face felt "hot", my head started to feel heavy and my breathing became heavier..
Haiz..
Guess I'm more of a CardioBlitz gal then a Pilates gal..
But nevertheless..
I've booked for Pilates class next Mon again..
Must try out again and see how..
Cannot lose out to the Aunties..
Grrr....
kekekeke... =P
Aiyoyo.. So late le ah??
Dun care..
At least must watch a few episodes of "Bleach"..
Spent almost the whole day at Parkway Parade store..
Thou went to Bugis for a meeting with the landlord..
But after the meeting finished had to return to Parkway Parade store again..
So many outstanding issues there..
All because majority were last minute requests..
Haizz..
Can you people just make up your mind on what you want and what you need??
Shitz man..
After work went for Pilates class @ Amore (Kovan)..
Majority of the time I was laughing away cos I couldn't bend nor stretch like the rest of the gals in the class..
But not that I didn't want to try out the stretches wor..
Its because my hip bone hurts when I did the "ultimate" stretches..
Then halfway thru the class my face felt "hot", my head started to feel heavy and my breathing became heavier..
Haiz..
Guess I'm more of a CardioBlitz gal then a Pilates gal..
But nevertheless..
I've booked for Pilates class next Mon again..
Must try out again and see how..
Cannot lose out to the Aunties..
Grrr....
kekekeke... =P
Aiyoyo.. So late le ah??
Dun care..
At least must watch a few episodes of "Bleach"..
Sunday, August 05, 2007
The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren
Wow.. Subject title v chim rite??
Nvr heared abt this book b4??
Hey u~ Sua Ku Ah??
hahahaha.. oopss.. =P
Years ago, I used to hab a small booklet on this topic..
Given to me by my sister, which is of cos, Joyce.
But its being left at my prev hse..
Being invited to join Jean at Charis Methodist Church for 40 Days of Purpose..
Went with Jie, Francis & ZQ..
Attended the 1st session this morn @ 11plus..
Was v tired & a little bit late for the session..
But I didn't doze off ok??
(not that i wanted to be late wor.. but i worked until past 12am the nite b4.. so i was really v tired ok.. heex.. nuttin but excuses.. but its the truth lor.. hahahaha..)
Don't ask me what I've learnt from the session today..
Sshhh..
Its my secret..
Don't tell you..
Want to know more abt it??
Go attend the session yourself to find out lor..
Its up to me to know..
For you to find out..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. =P
Jie gave me a "The Faith-Sharing New Testament With The Psalms"..
ZQ says the bible is better than my "Harry Potter" series..
But how to compare leh when ZQ nvr read a single book on "Harry Potter"..
Nonsense him.. hahahaha.. =P
But now I'm stuck in between..
Dunno which one to choose..
I've so many comics waiting to be read..
Lots of new storybooks waiting to be read..
"The Faith-Sharing New Testament With The Psalms" waiting to be read..
"The Purpose Driven Life" waiting to be read..
Oh No~
Which one should i choose 1st leh??
Think I beta continue watching my animation "Bleach"..
Its a v enjoyable animation..
Thumbs up!!
Nvr heared abt this book b4??
Hey u~ Sua Ku Ah??
hahahaha.. oopss.. =P
Years ago, I used to hab a small booklet on this topic..
Given to me by my sister, which is of cos, Joyce.
But its being left at my prev hse..
Being invited to join Jean at Charis Methodist Church for 40 Days of Purpose..
Went with Jie, Francis & ZQ..
Attended the 1st session this morn @ 11plus..
Was v tired & a little bit late for the session..
But I didn't doze off ok??
(not that i wanted to be late wor.. but i worked until past 12am the nite b4.. so i was really v tired ok.. heex.. nuttin but excuses.. but its the truth lor.. hahahaha..)
Don't ask me what I've learnt from the session today..
Sshhh..
Its my secret..
Don't tell you..
Want to know more abt it??
Go attend the session yourself to find out lor..
Its up to me to know..
For you to find out..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. =P
Jie gave me a "The Faith-Sharing New Testament With The Psalms"..
ZQ says the bible is better than my "Harry Potter" series..
But how to compare leh when ZQ nvr read a single book on "Harry Potter"..
Nonsense him.. hahahaha.. =P
But now I'm stuck in between..
Dunno which one to choose..
I've so many comics waiting to be read..
Lots of new storybooks waiting to be read..
"The Faith-Sharing New Testament With The Psalms" waiting to be read..
"The Purpose Driven Life" waiting to be read..
Oh No~
Which one should i choose 1st leh??
Think I beta continue watching my animation "Bleach"..
Its a v enjoyable animation..
Thumbs up!!
Friday, August 03, 2007
I CAN DO IT!! JUST WAIT & SEE!!
My boss = negative, grouchy
Me = interest level high, morale level low
Haiz..
My "buddy" is going on “sudden aka last minute” marriage leave next week..
We’ve got a couple of projects calling for tender next week..
All he has left for me is loads of unfinished work to clear next week..
Yet he has not given me any form of guidance to let me live thru next week..
Next week..
Survivor series..
Stay tuned to Channel “G”..
“G” for Gracie..
My boss is getting more & more grouchy..
My boss is getting more & more negative..
How I fear she’ll give up & just tender her resignation..
I’m already trying very hard to learn everything the hard way..
I’m learning the ropes by getting “arrowed” by countless mgrs..
“Lost of blood due to multiple wounds” left me so weak in the body & mind..
I don’t care how you people see me..
I’ll prove to all of you that this job is not only meant for a guy..
This is now MY JOB & I CAN DO IT BETTER THAN ALL OF YOU!!
So much for shouting out loud my grievances..
So tiring..
Farting also won’t make me so tired..
Might as well give a good & loud fart now..
PROOT!!! PROOT!!! PROOT!!!
Oh no..
Something seems to have leaked out from my asshole..
Hmmm..
(^_^) *blush*
Me = interest level high, morale level low
Haiz..
My "buddy" is going on “sudden aka last minute” marriage leave next week..
We’ve got a couple of projects calling for tender next week..
All he has left for me is loads of unfinished work to clear next week..
Yet he has not given me any form of guidance to let me live thru next week..
Next week..
Survivor series..
Stay tuned to Channel “G”..
“G” for Gracie..
My boss is getting more & more grouchy..
My boss is getting more & more negative..
How I fear she’ll give up & just tender her resignation..
I’m already trying very hard to learn everything the hard way..
I’m learning the ropes by getting “arrowed” by countless mgrs..
“Lost of blood due to multiple wounds” left me so weak in the body & mind..
I don’t care how you people see me..
I’ll prove to all of you that this job is not only meant for a guy..
This is now MY JOB & I CAN DO IT BETTER THAN ALL OF YOU!!
So much for shouting out loud my grievances..
So tiring..
Farting also won’t make me so tired..
Might as well give a good & loud fart now..
PROOT!!! PROOT!!! PROOT!!!
Oh no..
Something seems to have leaked out from my asshole..
Hmmm..
(^_^) *blush*
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Daily Thots
wrkin life has been very very stressful for me..
alot of problems have arisen recently..
i really start to query myself abt my capabilities..
is it me or is it the ppl involved in the project that causes the problems??
haiz..
sometimes i just wished i am as capable as my sister..
she's so capable and has such a good career..
its all because she had studied hard when she was young..
but there's nuttin i can do or chng abt my past..
all i can do is make the best out of everything i have now..
haiz..
so much easier said than done..
just like farting..
alot of problems have arisen recently..
i really start to query myself abt my capabilities..
is it me or is it the ppl involved in the project that causes the problems??
haiz..
sometimes i just wished i am as capable as my sister..
she's so capable and has such a good career..
its all because she had studied hard when she was young..
but there's nuttin i can do or chng abt my past..
all i can do is make the best out of everything i have now..
haiz..
so much easier said than done..
just like farting..
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