Monday, March 31, 2008

Daily Thots

spent the day at NLB with ZQ doing some research.. sounds kinda unlike me sial.. hahaha.. i still remembered d last time my ex-colleagues heard tt i'm gg to spent my time at d NLB.. they looked shocked.. ya.. shocked was d expression they gave me.. wa biangz eh.. i gt study one hor.. last time la.. kekeke..

dinner time came.. both ZQ and myself met up with Jie and Francis at Bugis.. we went to the restaurant called Ma Maison.. hmmm.. the food is delicious.. and the environment is quite cosy..

we had our 1st try on escargots.. it looks abit scary but in fact it tasted quite nice lor.. of cos you have to dip it in d sauce la.. if its without d sauce.. i tink i beta opt this dish outta my mouth.. err... cos the slimy feel of it sends d trembles down my nerves.. kekeke..

d sirloin steak i ordered was delicious man.. the beef was so tender and juicy.. fabulous.. fantastic.. yummy..

next stop.. Chinatown for our D24 durians.. yeah!! both me & ZQ won d D24 durians aft a snooker session at OCC last Sat.. so today we made our claim for the prize.. yummy yummy.. so long nvr eat durians le.. so delicious..

nw all d fart and d burps are filled with d D24 durians smell.. errr.. kinda yucky thou.. hahahahahahahahahahaha.. (^_^)

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Diploma in Business Administration (DBA)

I've enrolled with PSB Academy for the next intake in 7 May 08. Hope that the application for the subsidy with NTUC gets approved in time.

Classes: Weds and Fri, 7pm to 10pm
Venue: PSB Academy, next to Tiong Bahru Plaza
Duration : 300 hours (7 May 08 to 31 Dec 09)

Modules:
1) English Skills
2) Quantitative Skills
3) Principles of Economics
4) Financial Accounting 1
5) Principles of Marketing
6) Principles of Human Resource Management
7) Basic Business Statistics
8) Introduction to Organisational Behaviour
9) E-Commerce Management
10) Introduction to Business Policy and Strategy

Course fees :
Total => $3,959.00
After SDF-AIP => $1,859.00

Course fee excludes textbooks
- each module 1 textbook (est. $50 per textbook)

Pray that Father you'll watch over me. Bless me with the correct attitude to learn and the ability to understand all that will be taught. Amen!

Monday, March 17, 2008

Daily Thots

i'm finally outta Watsons le!!! yipeee!!!

hmmm.. felt abit "lost" in the beginning but now starting to feel much beta le.. now i've abit more time for myself le.. have the time to chat wif frenz on msn.. catch up abit here and there.. heex (^_^)

oh.. i'm going to take my Dip in Biz Admin at PSB in May 08.. very excited abt it cos i've been wanting to do so for quite a long time le.. hope this time round i can really make it.. dun say say onli ah.. hahahaha..

hmmm.. tinking back.. life's been gd for me.. thou i cried so much abt work.. cried so much abt the hurt and injustice at work.. but it is also bcos of Watsons.. i got to know many nice ppl.. really very nice ppl.. thus i'll nvr regret joining Watsons..

Thank you Father for every single moment in my life. I know that Father you'll continue to watch over me and my loved ones and bless us in everything that we do. Pray that Father you'll continue to strengthen our faith and manifest your blessings on us. Amen!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Wads Wrong??!!

wads wrong with her?? or perhaps, wads wrong wif me?? why does she need to treat me like that?? since she detest me so much.. why don't she just ask HR to give me 2mths pay and ask me to leave?? why wana make up this show and pretend to be Ms Nice when she's in fact Ms Evil?? i m no threat to her.. i'm still her subordinate ok??!!!

it hurts me alot whenever i tink abt her treatment towards me.. after so much so much i've done for her fought for her.. wad happened to it all?? she gets memory failure or wad??

so sad whenever i see whatever she's doing to hurt me and all the act she's putting infront of everybody.. does it matter so much to her for me to stay there and serve my 2mths?? wad issit she has against me that makes her wana let everyone buy her story and make me leave with immediate effect??

i nvr regret joinin that company cos of all the nice people i know thr.. in fact.. they're also a reason why i chose to continue staying thr..

but wads the use.. cant fight emotional wars with her.. she's just too much.. she goes around spreading rumors and putting poison in all the higher mgmt people's ears.. i really hope one fine day she gets played by her own game that she had set..

i really hope she'll wake up and open her eyes big enuff to see why 3 people under her has left.. i hope the higher mgmt people can really really open their eyes and ears to see wad is really happening rather than time to time always buy her story like she so pathetic always kena bullied by her subordinates..

oh Heavenly Father.. i pray that you will take away my anger, take away my pain, take away my sorrows, take away all my tears.. pray that Father you'll take away the ''stamps'' in other people's eyes and let them see the real truth behing it all.. pray that Father you'll takeover from here and restore me back physically and emotionally.. pray that Father you'll let no other person be unfairly treated like i was being treated here.. and in all these I pray in Jesus name.. Amen!!

Thursday, March 06, 2008

The One Thing - Daily Devotional From New Creation Church

Forgiveness Is For The Undeserving

Matthew 18:2121… “Lord, how often shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? Up to seven times?”

The Lord’s answer to Peter was simple: Up to seventy times seven. (Matthew 18:22) In other words, all the time!

“Well, Pastor Prince, he does not deserve my forgiveness.”

Neither did you deserve God’s. Listen, there is not a single person alive or dead who did not break all 10 of God’s commandments. There is no such thing as a “partial sinner” or “great sinner”. All of us were great sinners when Jesus saved us! And we need to have that revelation because if we know that we are forgiven much, we will love much. (Luke 7:47)

“Pastor Prince, how can you say that I have broken all 10 commandments? I have not committed adultery. I have been true to my wife since the day we were married.”

My friend, Jesus said, “If you lust after a woman in your heart, you have already committed adultery with her.” (Matthew 5:28) That is God’s standard. Man looks outward, but God looks inward. God sees the heart. So everyone has broken all 10 commandments. Everyone is a great sinner.

Now, you are no longer a sinner if you have received Christ as your Saviour — you are now a new creation. But you were a sinner and God forgave all your sins through the death of His Son. You owed God big time, but God forgave you of your huge debt through His Son’s death.

So if someone has wronged you, say this: “I did not deserve God’s forgiveness, but God forgave me through Christ. So I forgive this person also in Jesus’ name.” If you say something like, “He does not deserve it,” it makes no sense. Forgiveness is not for people who deserve it. If they deserve something, then it is punishment. No, forgiveness means that you extend grace. Grace means undeserved favour, like how God extends undeserved favour to you.

If you choose to hold on to bitterness, no one suffers but you. You lose your peace, health and sometimes even your life. It is not worth it! God says to you, “Let go. Forgive them their debts, just as I have forgiven you yours.” Don’t try to do it on your own. Bring the cross of Christ into the situation and you will find the grace to forgive!

Answers to Tough Qns [rbc ministries]

Should I be concerned about this cloud of hopelessness that seems to hang over me?

Hopelessness is a dreadful feeling. The Bible says, "Hope deferred makes the heart sick" (Proverbs 13:12). Many people go through times when they know something is terribly wrong, but they often can't put their finger on it. All they can explain is a strong sense that nothing is going to work out.

It's unwise to ignore chronic feelings of hopelessness. Our souls cannot live for long in a state of perceived hopelessness. Hope is the oxygen of the soul. Without a hopeful outlook, our souls will eventually suffocate.

Our dilemma is that a hopeful perspective is as fragile as it is indispensable. Situations beyond our control can delay the fulfillment of hope and leave us in a fog of uncertainty and despair. As hope seems to be collapsing all around us, the potential exists to lose heart and slip into a state of depression.

Depression is a troubled mood or state of the soul that has a dramatic effect on our bodies. We lose energy. Sleeping and eating patterns become abnormal. And we have difficulty concentrating.

Depression can be mild or major. The more depression interferes with a person's ability to sleep, to eat, to work, to focus, and to enjoy life, the greater the severity of depression, and the greater need there is to be concerned.

Sometimes a depressive mood lifts for no apparent reason. Usually, however, depression doesn't work itself out over time. Left to itself, it can linger on like an old injury that slowly wears a person down. Over time, it can grow into a severe debilitating problem. That's why it's important for those who are depressed to seek help.

An honest reflection of the following statements can alert a person to a potential problem with depression:
> I feel sad or shut down nearly every day.
> I have little or no interest in doing things I used to enjoy.
> I'm sleeping too little or too much.
> I'm eating too little or too much.
> I feel tired most of the time.
> I find it difficult to stay focused.
> I've lost interest in physical intimacy with my spouse.
> I feel overwhelmed by the burdens of life.
> I don't hold out much hope that my life will improve in the future.
> I shift between feeling helpless and unworthy to feeling angry and cheated.
> I think about death or killing myself.

Those who identify with two to four of the above statements should, at the very least, consider seeing a physician for a complete medical checkup. Sometimes these are symptoms of a pure medical condition. Those who identify with five or more of the above statements should consider seeking immediate professional help.

[I've identified at least 9 outta 11... how??]

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Why?

i just dun u'stan y they wana treat me lidat??
i dun deserve all these unfair treatment..
i've already given my best but they still think otherwise..
y r they so cruel to me??
y can't they be nice to me??

sometimes i just think wad issit that i did wrong to deserve all these??
issit my problem that i really cant perform??
they really break my confidence in my own work now..

i dread going to work..
i dread sitting beside them..
i dread seeing them..

wad have i done wrong??