after a tiring day at work..
decided to check out my Friendster late at nite..
had a new message..
being invited to view someone's pics..
a family photo without my kids..
wonder when was it taken..
noticed a photo that caught my eye..
someone that looks like "her" hugging him in the pic..
any meaning in it??
any message trying to be conveyed here??
*lost for words*
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Monday, July 23, 2007
Thots Of The Day
Stress level has risen a lot in this new job. Everything is so brand new to me. Contractors, colleagues, job scope, etc. A lot of things were not properly done up in the past. Now, I’ve to “scoop the shit”.
Pathetic~
Is this what I wanted? I can’t possible turn back now, can I?
After a site meeting at Compass Point today, I took a cab from there to Parkway Parade. The taxi uncle drove a much longer route. I sensed the difference as the route was so much different from last night when I took a cab from home to Parkway Parade. I called and told Roy about it and he helped me lodge a complaint to the call centre. Then he asked me to return call to Winnie and let her know more details. I called and when I spoke to Winnie, she asked “You are Grace, Roy’s wife?” Without much hesitation, I replied “Yes.”
Oh no! What did I do? Why do I still admit to others that I am his wife? And why did he still acknowledge me as his wife?
Surprisingly, I didn’t feel angry. What kind of feelings I had at that time? It’s still a question mark as I can’t recall it now.
I had quite a long chat with Roy today. He made me laughed my blues away for the moment.
Haiz…
Why am I still so attached to him? Why do I feel a sense of comfort after talking to him?
I doubt it is the love I still have for him that makes me feel happy talking to him. It’s the comfort he brings to me as a friend. As a friend, he does know how to cheer me up even though he is also feeling tired after driving for so many hours on the road today.
Perhaps he is also the reason why I can’t really commit into another relationship (because I fear failure).
Ok! What’s over is over, no point bringing up the past again. But I’ll very much want to keep him in my life forever, as a very close friend of mine.
Pathetic~
Is this what I wanted? I can’t possible turn back now, can I?
After a site meeting at Compass Point today, I took a cab from there to Parkway Parade. The taxi uncle drove a much longer route. I sensed the difference as the route was so much different from last night when I took a cab from home to Parkway Parade. I called and told Roy about it and he helped me lodge a complaint to the call centre. Then he asked me to return call to Winnie and let her know more details. I called and when I spoke to Winnie, she asked “You are Grace, Roy’s wife?” Without much hesitation, I replied “Yes.”
Oh no! What did I do? Why do I still admit to others that I am his wife? And why did he still acknowledge me as his wife?
Surprisingly, I didn’t feel angry. What kind of feelings I had at that time? It’s still a question mark as I can’t recall it now.
I had quite a long chat with Roy today. He made me laughed my blues away for the moment.
Haiz…
Why am I still so attached to him? Why do I feel a sense of comfort after talking to him?
I doubt it is the love I still have for him that makes me feel happy talking to him. It’s the comfort he brings to me as a friend. As a friend, he does know how to cheer me up even though he is also feeling tired after driving for so many hours on the road today.
Perhaps he is also the reason why I can’t really commit into another relationship (because I fear failure).
Ok! What’s over is over, no point bringing up the past again. But I’ll very much want to keep him in my life forever, as a very close friend of mine.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Outing [15 Jul 07]
Movie Plot
As his fifth year at Hogwarts approaches, 15-year-old Harry Potter is in full-blown adolescence, complete with regular outbursts of rage, a nearly debilitating crush, and the blooming of a powerful sense of rebellion. It's been yet another infuriating and boring summer with the despicable Dursleys, this time with minimal contact from our hero's non-Muggle friends from school.
As his fifth year at Hogwarts approaches, 15-year-old Harry Potter is in full-blown adolescence, complete with regular outbursts of rage, a nearly debilitating crush, and the blooming of a powerful sense of rebellion. It's been yet another infuriating and boring summer with the despicable Dursleys, this time with minimal contact from our hero's non-Muggle friends from school.
Watched the movies with ZQ, Sean, Rina, Dean, Catherine, Ah Teck, Xiao Ping and Xing Xing at Lido.
They were a bit disappointed with the movies as they expected more ‘fighting’ scenes. I didn’t expect much from this movie as I thought it’ll most probably be like the book, very ‘lengthy’.
Overall, not a bad show. Quite hilarious at times. But 2 hours plus show, my back hurts man.
They were a bit disappointed with the movies as they expected more ‘fighting’ scenes. I didn’t expect much from this movie as I thought it’ll most probably be like the book, very ‘lengthy’.
Overall, not a bad show. Quite hilarious at times. But 2 hours plus show, my back hurts man.
Went to Sake Sushi for dinner. We ate like some ‘hungry cannibals’. (hahahaha)
Only took 50% of the food (the plates) that we ate. The remaining 50% on the table, remains unseen. (heex)
Went to Dembsy Road for some drinks with ZQ, Sean, Rina, Dean, Ziao Ping and Xing Xing. We ordered carrot cake and berry cheese cake. Yummy! I liked the berry cheese cake a lot. The cheese melts in your mouth. Wooh~
Only took 50% of the food (the plates) that we ate. The remaining 50% on the table, remains unseen. (heex)
Went to Dembsy Road for some drinks with ZQ, Sean, Rina, Dean, Ziao Ping and Xing Xing. We ordered carrot cake and berry cheese cake. Yummy! I liked the berry cheese cake a lot. The cheese melts in your mouth. Wooh~
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Stress?
I’ve been really tied up at work. The pace at my new working place is so much more faster than the pace in my previous company. In the past, I’m always rushing reports. Now, I’m always somewhere out there doing coordination work. Then when it comes to doing my paperwork in the office, the day is almost gone. Time is never enough for me now, as I’m still new to the environment and the job scope. I must buck up and learn the ropes faster, Jiayou!!!
Can I make it? I’ve been asking myself this question for the past week. Believe in what I can do and I can do it. It that the correct spirit?
One thing good is I still enjoys my work, hope to keep the momentum there for long.
Next Tuesday is the company’s D&D. Everyone in the office have been talking about it since Day 1 when I joined. They’re all very spontaneous about this annual event, unlike my previous company. I think till today, I’m the only one who hasn’t gone for costume renting. Some of them even went to buy clothes and shoes for this event. I’m been reminded every single day to go and either rent costumes or perhaps buy something simple for the event. But I’m warned not to go without even dressing up or else the GM will “mark” me for the entire year.
Stressed AHHHHHHHHH!!!!
My sim card is corrupted. Hasn’t been able to receive all the sms for the whole week thou I can still send sms, call and receive calls. Got to go and have my sim card replaced later.
Troublesome man…
Tomorrow night suppose to go to PWP outet to supervise the work. But due to some submission problems, the landlord won’t let us have the permit to start work on Sunday night. Haiz. All work has to be stopped. Monday 9am will be having a meeting with the landlord to resolve this issue. Hope they can grant us the permit to start work, if not the whole operations will be greatly affected.
Tsk Tsk Tsk… Stressed Out~
Can I make it? I’ve been asking myself this question for the past week. Believe in what I can do and I can do it. It that the correct spirit?
One thing good is I still enjoys my work, hope to keep the momentum there for long.
Next Tuesday is the company’s D&D. Everyone in the office have been talking about it since Day 1 when I joined. They’re all very spontaneous about this annual event, unlike my previous company. I think till today, I’m the only one who hasn’t gone for costume renting. Some of them even went to buy clothes and shoes for this event. I’m been reminded every single day to go and either rent costumes or perhaps buy something simple for the event. But I’m warned not to go without even dressing up or else the GM will “mark” me for the entire year.
Stressed AHHHHHHHHH!!!!
My sim card is corrupted. Hasn’t been able to receive all the sms for the whole week thou I can still send sms, call and receive calls. Got to go and have my sim card replaced later.
Troublesome man…
Tomorrow night suppose to go to PWP outet to supervise the work. But due to some submission problems, the landlord won’t let us have the permit to start work on Sunday night. Haiz. All work has to be stopped. Monday 9am will be having a meeting with the landlord to resolve this issue. Hope they can grant us the permit to start work, if not the whole operations will be greatly affected.
Tsk Tsk Tsk… Stressed Out~
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