Whatever....

I know that since I've decided to let God handle my work issues, I shouldn't be thinking so much about it again. But I really wanted..... Aiyah.... Don't know what I want nor what I want to say.

Am I such a loser? I can't even decide what I want in life. Ask me what is it that I really want to do, what is that that I hope to achieve, or what is it that I wish to see myself in? I can't answer all these questions too.

Aiyah.... Just so tired of myself. So indecisive. So useless. So................

Whatever..................