Daily Tots

argh!!today EG approached me & asked me to do her a favour which is to cover recep wrk for a day..i stood there stunned for awhile whilst tryin to digest wadever she had juz said to me..den i asked her which day she nid me & for hw long i've to cover recep wrk..den she mentioned she nid me to cover d recep wrk for d whole day cos JW wil be on course..shit man..iz d "Customer Service Training" programme on 8/3 & 9/3...as i'll be gg for d same course on 9/3..den it means AT wil hab to go on d 8/3..& al tis simple meant 8/3..i'll hab to sit @ d reception for d whole day while coverin AT's duties & my own duties as wel..sittin @ d reception answerin calls d whole day & doin reception wrk..isn't it abit lik kena demoted tt kinda feelin??den sittin @ d reception means i'll be lik a handicap for a day cos tt pc dun hab excel nor words & iz nt linked to any printer..& oso iz nt lotus notes supported..den hw d hell can i check my boss/executive/AT/my email??oh shit..i'm so damn pek chek nw..wel..honestly i dun blame EG @ all cos she reali dun hab enuff gals to cover d reception wrk..i detest d dept who kept wantin us to go for d courses they had set out for d whole yr..do they tink wen they kip sendin d whole company's staff for courses it'll actually do any help??pls lor..if they're nt in d rite attitude to attend d course..u tink ppl can absorb anitink @ all??everyone had to squeeze time out to attend all tis courses but does tt improve our motivation to wrk..pls lor..it actually demoralised us cos majority of us find it a drag to attend all tis courses cos durin d course..our minds r still tinkin abt our pending wrk..den d day aft our course we all hab to slog lik donkeys cos of d unfinished wrk while attendin d course..tis is nt wrkin rite..i find it very irritatin as my time always gets interrupted by very ridiculous matters..hw can i put my priorities rite den wen i dun hab d rite resourses to wrk & insufficient time to complete??everyday i wrk O/T for d company..wad do i get??words of appreciation??nah..ppl onli tink they haben drain u enuff & u're nt wrkin enuff..they tink d company is payin u salary so they wan to make full use of u..

haiz..wad can i do??blame myself for nt studyin much in d past..haiz..nw i can onli wait til yr end den..(to be continued)

nw i've to continue to do my budget liao..dunno wad time den i can slp..nw i'm beginnin to detest wrk..if onli i hab loads of $$..

*dreaming*